Thursday, April 22, 2010

Random thoughts


needle felted wool apples
1:
I gave my last pair of chef pants to vinnies. I never will have to work in a commercial kitchen again.
2:
I should wear makeup and dye my hair but I know I won't. It feels yuk.
3:
I wanna be Sara Henderson and live on a property so large and so remote that they fly the essentials in by plane every 3 months.
4:
Am I going mad? I was brought up on a small suburban block and learnt how to shop well.
5:
My friend Anne said a long time ago " I just want to grow carrots". I didn't get it. Now I do. They grow very slow. They are very grounded. They taste yum when they have not been bleached and put in cold storage. It's hard to be busy when you grow carrots.
6:
I like to say " fuck" and yes it's probably because I have a limited vocabularly. Despite the fact I have 2 university degrees. Yes. I said TWO!
7:
I like jewelry but I don't wear it. It's annonying.
8:
I love floral skirts.
9:
I am addicted to self abuse. Currently it's manifesting in a mild socially acceptable form. I am sewing. It shits me. I am not very good at it. It's taking all my time away from what I am good at and what is easy for me. Drawing. ( see pics on side bar)
10:
I hope no one is actually reading this. But my god it feels good to purge. I got to stop drinking coffee. It's making me anxious.
11: an apple a day keeps the mental health doctor away. Wish I didn't feed my blog through to my facebook account right now.

7 comments:

Gumpa said...

Methinks you analyse and think too much. Life is meant to be fun...relax and enjoy. Enjoy that lovely smile on little MF's face. what more could you want, the rest is immaterial!

Julie said...

I should dye my hair, wear makeup and jewelry, but I don't either! You are doing what your heart desires, which is the important things in life. I admire you for stepping out of your confort zone and TEACHING YOUR OWN SELF how to sew!!! You are amazing!!!

PAK ART said...

I too want that life where I'm not busy all the time. I want to watch the vegetables grow which would slow me down to a nature pace. we have too much stuff in our lives.

PAK ART said...

I too want that life where I'm not busy all the time. I want to watch the vegetables grow which would slow me down to a nature pace. we have too much stuff in our lives.

melanie said...

You crack me up and i love you! you are not going crazy you are going left and you know it's where your hearts desire is...so go with the flow' and remember you cannot steer the river'

Lisa at Greenbow said...

Don't ever say never...You aren't going crazy. It just feels like it sometimes. When you master the sewing machine you will go on to something else. It is such fun to learn new things. Oh yes, it can be frustrating. Life can be frustrating. Try to relax and enjoy it. You are blessed.
P.S. naughty words don't hurt anything.

Serena said...

I would love to live a more laid-back country lifestyle and have my own veggie patch. I dye my hair and wear make-up out of habit...now, I wouldn't feel right if I didn't ~ :)