Taking some time out by the natural spring. A bit of light reading and sketching on a glorious spring day. The good news is that I am breastfeeding little messyfish again. I am a "extended breastfeeding mum" after all. Phew.... Now we are all happy again. My lesson has been to reach out for support in the places that support my ideals. My mistake was to ask for help in mainstream... Despite the fact that my chosen parenting style is far from mainstream! The internal conflict was intense, and now there is relief for all.